five facts about me

Those are five facts i've noticed about my self now







1- I think I didn't live my childhood until the end Yeah
 i didn't play much  i didn't miss up much didn't do wrong things and get punished like the other girls i don't why i didn't ride bike a lot  although i love them and i can ride a bike any way i regret not living this stage of my life to the end i miss those days 


2-  I don’t know how to swim. It’s a shame, really. I don’t know what I’ll do if I ever have to swim. I guess 


I’ll just 


need a savior. I’m aqua-phobic. I have this fear of
 getting swallowed up by water.




 3-i never traveled by plane in my life i like them i wish 

i will travel by one soon hope i won't panic and planes 

don't jump into my fears list =)

4-Now i'd give any thing to a mind reader :D i need 

this now sure i'd like to have this gift forever but now i 

really wish i could have it although it's a fairy thing :( 

5-

i feel like i want that friend back by any way her 

missing is like a bog hole in my chest with huge space

 in my ordinary life how ever i can't do any thing it's 

like i'm  behind handed and i can't do any thing about 

it i've tried every thing but she keep pushing me she is 

my lovely friend and no one will ever fill her space yet i 

don't know what to do (this is causing me so much 

trouble  ) 

and i'll keep updating my facts list =)

Not In The Mood

I am in a "leave me alone" mode, not talking to anyone I wish I had that place where I could be all by me for a li'l while...but people ruin  your space and then they complain about the 'treatment', why can't people EMPATHIZE a bit ??......!

Grow up selfish morons ! behave !

Don't press the anger button.

I am not feeling good at some place from where I belong, sometimes, you just want to break free, you just don't give up but you want a break out of the closest ones, you feel like flying to some other nation, you start disliking people around you, (you trusted the most in life), who made you special, the ones who gave you that level of importance that no one could ever expect to go off,
but you fall, and the higher you go, the harder you fall.
Yes, I fell from a great height.
Everyone does.
Reality bites. its not easy to digest that 'this' person would ever make you feel this way, would put you down.
Lesson learnt: everyone is selfish !
Rely on yourself,
I believe unconditional is out of my dictionary now.


And no, I am not sad or anything, I am becoming a stronger person, because now, I stand alone, I was a cry baby till I was a baby. I am strong, I'll face it, I'll win this and I'll move away.


Expect the unexpected. with life, you never know, but I believe, its just making another route for me, for my independence, for my new life, for a NEWER and better ME !!

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my fb info :D

:Favorite Quotations

 i don't mind living in a man's world as long as I can be a woman in it..." -Marilyn Monroe


act like a lady...think like a man :)


I’ll be the only broken hearted loser you will ever need.


One door closed, another opens




“Those who could hurt you the most are the ones that you love the most.



عشرون عاما فوق درب الهوى ولا يزال الدرب مجهولا كنت قاتلا واكثر المرات مقتولا عشرون عاما .. يا كتاب الهوى ولم ازل في الصفحة الاولى

 :about My SelF

-Paradoxical..(Iam quiet yet am loud..rational yet insane.....)

-Seductive

-Iam NOT confused..but I actually know how to CONFUSE YOU =D

- I Love Chocolate and Music ♥

-Balanced ..I know the difference between assertiveness and agressivness

-Moody

-Kinda bossy.. I like it when I like it and how I like it


-Emotionally opened..I love unconditionally and I WILL find my Prince

-yea Iam kinda Fluffy and I have lots of teady bears*-*

-Flirt..sweet talker..call me whatever..but just because I am nice doesn't mean I like you =D!!

-VERY STRAIGHT FORWARD

-Confident

-girly girl..gucci girl..call me whatever..Iam a woman n I appreciate it so damn  well**

-Adventurous ..I can take risks and Iam NON-RESISTANT to CHANGE

-I CARE =)!!

-Open minded
-Open minded- not the Egyptian definition of open-mindedness of" ana beez we mommy large " :D

-I use the word actually and LOL alot =D

-Enigmatic...Mysterious

quots

Awake, thou wintry earth,

Fling off thy sadness!

Fair vernal flowers, laugh forth,

Your ancient gladness!

~Thomas Blackburn

And Spring arose on the garden fair,

Like the Spirit of Love felt everywhere;

And each flower and herb on Earth's dark breast,

rose from the dreams of its wintry rest.

~Percy Bysshe Shelley

Yesterday the twig was brown and bare;

Today the glint of green is there;

Tomorrow will be leaflets spare;

I know nothing so wondrous fair,

No miracle so strangely rare.

I wonder what will next be there!

~L.H. Bailey

too much

pressure > feverish feeling > irritation > sleepless nights > a li'l weight gain > no energy.

i hate such days..

Like really hate them..

feeling helpless !!!

i want to get up and get going. stuck on my bed with this fever

shshshshs

Does silence work to make someone realize that you've been hurt by them???

I use it each time ! the Silence Treatment ! it just happens ! I just don't like to fight or show my terrible temperament !

if someone is upset with me, I have the duty to explain that person the whole thing (if they value) or apologize but what if I am hurt?

I just throw Silence ! just can't talk in that mood ! angry makes me look horrible, to me and to others... people around me are afraid of my anger ! and the worst thing, I regret later ! so the best thing is to keep quiet !

Can't stop talking if someone presses the 'anger' button.

so, just shut up bamboo and leave me alone.

Telling someone that you've been hurt always make things worse, big egos never accept mistakes.

I wonder if it works :/

'W'- [whatever].

Am i just too demanding? No..! I am just taken for granted most of the times, so I back off !!! I stop talking for few days ! I am sure all the intelligent people do the same heehee