and the award ""best liar""goes to u

yOUR ArmS feeL LIke HOMe

Monday 30 May 2011

where our time went











You never realise how much you talk to people or hang around them until you aren't any more
.
You never realise that when they are gone you feel like

 something is missing.

Or when you don't see them for a while, you start

longing for their company
.
And then when you do see them you cherish every 

moment you can get
.
Sometimes these people are friends, long, lost

 friendships that you left behind
.
Sometimes they are your little lover, whomever they may be.
Sometimes it's your parents
.
Sometimes it's a special member of your family.

Sometimes it's just the company of a stranger that you miss.
Maybe it's someone that has passed.

But everyone has someone that they miss like this
.
Everyone knows what this kind of emptiness feels like.

When you start to know someone, all their physical

 characteristics start to disappear. You begin to dwell in

 their energy, . You see only

the essence of the person, not the shell. That’s why you

 can’t fall in love with beauty. You can lust after it, be 

infatuated by it, want to own it. You can love it with your

eyes and your body but not your heart. And that’s why,

 when you really connect with a person’s inner self, any

 physical imperfections disappear, become irrelevant."

Intrigued...











I am quite interested in what other people think of me and what kind of impression I give people. Not in the sense that I want to please everyone, I don't want to change for people. I'm just curious. Do people look at me and know me or am I a mystery? Do I come across as being rude, selfish, annoying?

Young dreamer








You can become blind by seeing each day as a similar one. Each day is different, 

each day brings a miracle of its own. It's just a matter of paying attention to this 

miracle. Follow the signs your heart is giving you right now.




Whenever we need to make a very important decision it is best to trust our instincts, because reason usually tries to remove us from our dream, saying that the time is not yet right. Reason is afraid of defeat, but intuition enjoys life and its challenges



Your dream is your mission.






sONG oF THE DAY

<3 mAN i Feel Like A woman ;)

One Life








You have within you, right now
,
everything you need to deal with whatever the world

 can throw at you ♥


We have one life, one chance to make an impact in someones life.
Right now could be that one moment ...make it worth it.



Sunday 29 May 2011

i'm a woman











I worked late but you don't wait up
My bones ache and i'm cleaning the place up
Sometimes i don't even know i care

I sit down take off my make-up
I lay down but you don't wake up
Sometimes i wonder if you know i'm there

I can't remember the last time you
Told me i'm beautiful, and i can't remember
Last time you said anything at all

I'm a woman
A woman with a heart
And i deserve your all
I'm not some girl who don't know what she wants
I'm a woman
And i need to be touched
And i need to be loved
'cause being just your woman is not enough

Now i hope that you don't wake up
When it's too late to make up
You'll be the one that's alone and that's sad

In time you'll find somebody
The truth is she'll never be me
And that's when you're going to miss what we had

When all i really needed to hear was "you're beautiful"
All i really needed to hear was anything at all

I'm a woman
A woman with a heart
And i deserve your all
I'm not some girl who don't know what she wants
I'm a woman
And i need to be touched
And i need to be loved
'cause being just your woman is not enough

I'm not your friend who only needs you sometimes
And if i'm your lady
You got to treat me like...

I'm a woman
A woman with a heart
And i deserve your all
I'm not some girl who don't know what she wants
I'm a woman
And i need to be touched
And i need to be loved
'cause being just your woman is not enough

A woman needs your heart
A woman needs your all
A woman needs your everything
I'm a woman
And i need to be touched
And i need to be loved
And i deserve your everything
I'm a woman
I'm a woman
I'm a woman

Song of the day

Boy You are An Alien infect me with your love fill Me with Your poison

Monday 16 May 2011

Song Of the day

can You pretend i'm amazing i Can pretend i'm amazing instead of what we both Know <3 adore it it made my day

Sunday 15 May 2011

me my self and i





I can't believe i believed
Everything we had would last
So young and naive for me to think
She was from your past
Silly of me to dream of
One day having your kids
Love is so blind
It feels right when it's wrong

I can't believe i fell for your schemes
I'm smarter than that
So young and naive to believe that with me
You're a changed man
Foolish of me to compete
When you cheat with loose women
It took me some time but now i moved on

Cuz i realized i got
Me myself and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a bow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

me,myself,and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

So controlling , you said that you love me
But you don't
Your family told me one day
I would see it on my own
Next thing i know i'm dealing
With your three kids in my home
Love is so blind
It feels right when it's wrong

Now that it's over
Stop calling me
Come pick up your clothes
Ain't no need to front like you're still with me
All your homies know
Even your very best friend
Tried to warn me on the low
It took me some time
But now i am strong

Because i realized i got
Me myself and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

Me myself and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

Me myself and i
I know that i will never disappoint myself
I must have cried a thousand times
All the ladies if you feel me
Help me sing it now
I can't regret all the times spent with you
Ya, you hurt me
But i learned a lot along the way
After all the rain
You'll see the sun come out again
I know that i will never disappoint myself

p.s : Beyonce you are my queen 

Beyoncé - Ring The Alarm

that's my song forever and ever

Dear You











Now in that  period i'm hating every thing (bi3ish
 yooom mn aswa2 ayam 7iato ) literally
my exams are next week i need all the support i can get  from my family but they ain't all i can take from them is arguing shouting and things like that how i'm supposed to put up with all that and my studying it kills me and how could she go and leave in that time she is the only person i need now actually i need her  all the time but especially nw  dear You i'm not mad at You cause i can't be you are my sweetheart but i expected more and i'll expect more and more You Have never disappointed me   but i know Your suitiation and i am with You i know You Couldn't do any thing but i'm hurt i am and can't do any thing normally now i appreciate You more But I hope You come back soon i feel like i'm being destroyed he don't get don't get my words can't talk with him about  the things i talk with You he is always complaining and i can't take it any more all that with my exams next week :/ and i don't see my friends that often i'm trapped in my room crying most of the time and i hate crying i really do but i can't help it ur missing is torturing me and he don't get it :( 

Me, Myself & I - Beyonce ♪

Amazing - Blue October


Can we pretend I'm amazing, instead of what we both know.

OneRepublic- Someone to save you with lyrics

OneRepublic- Someone to save you with lyrics

Saturday 14 May 2011

Tuesday 3 May 2011

a Common Misconception









Today I saw a post at facebook in some group is saied that :
DEPRESSION is not a sign of weakness it is a sign that 


you have been trying to be strong for too long, without adequate supports or help
. 
if you know someone who has or has had depression. Most

people wont, but it's mental health week and 1 in 5 of us will 


suffer some point in our lives. Show your support!!

depression can make you miserable make you cry  at a drop 


of a hat 
 snap at the people u loved most and even though u 


KNoW


u  had no reason to be sad, u just couldn't shake it. It is, quite 


honestly, the most horrible thing so don't be 


judgmental and try to put urself in that person place 




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