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Thursday, 28 April 2011

A girl who loves her family and friends so much. She was

so innocent, immature and believes that Life is so 

Beautiful to live. She was enjoying her life with her 

friends. She was always ready to make friends but 

never thought about LOVE. Actually she did not want 

to hurt any guy as she knows she can't fulfill her 

commitment bcz her Parents will never allow such 

relationship and her family meants a lot for her. But 

she did not knew that " Love can't be done it just happens.."

One day she met a guy who really cares for her and 

understood her feelings. With the time they become 

very good friends and one day he proposed her. She 

refused as she did not want to do such things and also 

decided not to talk to him. But somehow their 

conversation began and guy said that they will remain 

Friends Forever.She agreed and talked to him as she talked earlier.

She did not realized but slowly slowly she was also falling in Love with him.

Later she realized and proposed him one night while they were exchanging messages. He said nothing

. Next day she again asked. He replied " Now I don't have such feelings for you. You have changed now. You are not that girl".

Tears were rolling down from her eyes but she said nothing. First time in her Life she cried for someone

. She also wondered how can such feelings changed soon and number of questions were arising in her

but she said nothing to him as she did not want to force him for loving her.

Somehow she console herself and reminding the

quote every time "God has reason in whatever he

does". She has very positive attitude towards Life and

 always believe that God is always with her. Inspite of 

being sad or broken from heart although she is but 

never showed to anyone, She learns lesson from this

 episode of her life and moves on. She don't have any 

complain towards that guy infact she is thankful to 

him for introducing the realities of Life to her. Now she 

has came from the world of dreams into the reality of 

Life. After this she is more focussed for her aim of 

Life.She accepts him only as her very good friend. But somewhere in her mind still the questions are same....

five facts about me

Those are five facts i've noticed about my self now

1- I think I didn't live my childhood until the end Yeah
 i didn't play much  i didn't miss up much didn't do wrong things and get punished like the other girls i don't why i didn't ride bike a lot  although i love them and i can ride a bike any way i regret not living this stage of my life to the end i miss those days 

2-  I don’t know how to swim. It’s a shame, really. I don’t know what I’ll do if I ever have to swim. I guess 

I’ll just 

need a savior. I’m aqua-phobic. I have this fear of
 getting swallowed up by water.

 3-i never traveled by plane in my life i like them i wish 

i will travel by one soon hope i won't panic and planes 

don't jump into my fears list =)

4-Now i'd give any thing to a mind reader :D i need 

this now sure i'd like to have this gift forever but now i 

really wish i could have it although it's a fairy thing :( 

i feel like i want that friend back by any way her 

missing is like a bog hole in my chest with huge space

 in my ordinary life how ever i can't do any thing it's 

like i'm  behind handed and i can't do any thing about 

it i've tried every thing but she keep pushing me she is 

my lovely friend and no one will ever fill her space yet i 

don't know what to do (this is causing me so much 
trouble  ) 

and i'll keep updating my facts list =)

Not In The Mood

I am in a "leave me alone" mode, not talking to anyone I wish I had that place where I could be all by me for a li'l while...but people ruin  your space and then they complain about the 'treatment', why can't people EMPATHIZE a bit ??......!
Grow up selfish morons ! behave !
Don't press the anger button.

I am not feeling good at some place from where I belong, sometimes, you just want to break free, you just don't give up but you want a break out of the closest ones, you feel like flying to some other nation, you start disliking people around you, (you trusted the most in life), who made you special, the ones who gave you that level of importance that no one could ever expect to go off,
but you fall, and the higher you go, the harder you fall.
Yes, I fell from a great height.
Everyone does.
Reality bites. its not easy to digest that 'this' person would ever make you feel this way, would put you down.
Lesson learnt: everyone is selfish !
Rely on yourself,
I believe unconditional is out of my dictionary now.

And no, I am not sad or anything, I am becoming a stronger person, because now, I stand alone, I was a cry baby till I was a baby. I am strong, I'll face it, I'll win this and I'll move away.

Expect the unexpected. with life, you never know, but I believe, its just making another route for me, for my independence, for my new life, for a NEWER and better ME !!


Saturday, 16 April 2011

my fb info :D

:Favorite Quotations

 i don't mind living in a man's world as long as I can be a woman in it..." -Marilyn Monroe

act like a lady...think like a man :)

I’ll be the only broken hearted loser you will ever need.

One door closed, another opens

“Those who could hurt you the most are the ones that you love the most.

عشرون عاما فوق درب الهوى ولا يزال الدرب مجهولا كنت قاتلا واكثر المرات مقتولا عشرون عاما .. يا كتاب الهوى ولم ازل في الصفحة الاولى

 :about My SelF

-Paradoxical..(Iam quiet yet am loud..rational yet insane.....)


-Iam NOT confused..but I actually know how to CONFUSE YOU =D

- I Love Chocolate and Music ♥

-Balanced ..I know the difference between assertiveness and agressivness


-Kinda bossy.. I like it when I like it and how I like it

-Emotionally opened..I love unconditionally and I WILL find my Prince

-yea Iam kinda Fluffy and I have lots of teady bears*-*

-Flirt..sweet me whatever..but just because I am nice doesn't mean I like you =D!!



-girly me whatever..Iam a woman n I appreciate it so damn  well**

-Adventurous ..I can take risks and Iam NON-RESISTANT to CHANGE

-I CARE =)!!

-Open minded
-Open minded- not the Egyptian definition of open-mindedness of" ana beez we mommy large " :D

-I use the word actually and LOL alot =D



Awake, thou wintry earth,
Fling off thy sadness!
Fair vernal flowers, laugh forth,
Your ancient gladness!
~Thomas Blackburn

And Spring arose on the garden fair,
Like the Spirit of Love felt everywhere;
And each flower and herb on Earth's dark breast,
rose from the dreams of its wintry rest.
~Percy Bysshe Shelley

Yesterday the twig was brown and bare;
Today the glint of green is there;
Tomorrow will be leaflets spare;
I know nothing so wondrous fair,
No miracle so strangely rare.
I wonder what will next be there!
~L.H. Bailey

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