Dear depression:

I know we have been together for a long time

I understand that you must be there in my life from time to time; but I'm kindly asking you for a break … would it you please understand why I need a break? Because
EVERY TIME I HAVE A GOOD TIME  YOU hit me again …. You hit me again Depression. ..And why? Is two days too much for me>? I just wanna have some peace. ..To be able to smile for days...to enjoy the blue sky and my favorite season … to enjoy the rain...to enjoy every drop of it!!

The weird thing is that I'm very optimistic person … I love hope faith and light …so why you keep hitting me like you can't find someone else? I have learned a lot about life but what still freak me out , I will admit what I didn’t learn yet … my mistakes … loving too much …forgiving too easy… trusting too quickly and expect the same from people I think I will stick with the quote " give more and … expect less "

Regardless that I believe that forgiveness is the most powerful thing anyone can do and not everyone is able to do such a thing … its very hard extremely hard.

I never figured out why I suffer this much?? Do I choose the wrong people in my life??

No I have lot of great friends and I love every single one of them then why suddenly everything is a mess!! Such a mess 

So please give me a chance to fix my life ...to breathe …I wanna stand on my feet again

My dearest depression … please accept my request

…. 

Your favorite person.

hadeer ali